FormID: 031592DB bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CNareyla2 1 Except Tesserayiel, of course. I don't see either of them much since I've been in Chorrol.
__もちろん、Tesserayielは別ですよ。でも、Chorrolに来てからはあの二人ともしばらく会っていませんね。
FormID: 031592DB bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CNareyla2 2 The mortals around here? Well, I'm not sure about them. At first they were quite shocked about having a 'Golden Saint' here, as they like to call us. They're more relaxed now, after knowing me for a bit.
__身近な人間達とはどうなのかって？そこはあまり自信がありませんね。当初は彼らも、いわゆる「Golden Saint」が来るというので大騒ぎしていましたが、今では私の事も少しは理解してもらえたせいか、落ち着いたものです。
FormID: 031592DB bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CNareyla2 3 Nothing I would call friendship yet. That's still too soon. However a few mortals already try to talk with me. Still quite shy, but they're not covering in fear and I guess that's a good sign?
__でも、まだまだ友達と言えるような間柄ではありません。とはいえ、私に話しかけようとしてくれる人間も数人程度はいますよ。恥ずかしがりながらですが、別に怯えているわけでもなさそうです。これはたぶん良い兆候だと思うんですけれど、どうでしょうか？
FormID: 031592DA bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CNareyla3 0 That is my past. The strong Aureal warrior, in shiny glittering armor made of golden scales! It was a sight to behold, but it is not me anymore.
__それは昔の話ですよ。屈強なAurealの戦士とは、黄金の鱗で出来た輝く鎧を身にまとうものなのです！その威容は目を見張るほどのものですよ！でも、それは私にとって既に過去のこと。
FormID: 031592DA bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CNareyla3 1 Tesserayiel? She hasn't changed all that much. Still a commander, still a fighter, only her battles are different now. Kanaane? She never was a warrior, more a diplomat. Me?
__Tesserayielは鎧を着ているじゃないかって？ええ、彼女は昔からさほど変わっていませんからね。彼女は今でも司令官であり戦士でもある。戦う対象が変わっただけです。ではKanaaneは？彼女はもともと戦士ではなく、どちらかと言えば外交官でしたからね。
FormID: 031592DA bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CNareyla3 2 Once I've donned our armor. It hasn't been long ago. A couple of years? Months? I'm not sure. However I'm certain of one very thing: I am not here to fight. I don't need armor. It does no longer show what I am.
__私だって、少し前までは鎧をまとう戦士だったのですよ。数か月前か数年前か、具体的な時期は覚えていませんけれどね。それでも確実に言えるのは、私は戦いをするためにここに来たのではないという事です。だから鎧は必要ありません。今となってはあの鎧は私自身を映す鏡たり得ないのです。
FormID: 031592DA bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CNareyla3 3 Even on the Isles I went into hiding. Couldn't take the whispers of my sisters anymore. [QUOTE]Weakling! Coward![QUOTE]
__Islesにおいてさえ、私は隠れ住んでいました。同胞の姉妹たちからの「この弱虫！臆病者め！という陰口に耐えられなかったんです。
FormID: 031592DA bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CNareyla3 4 Not anymore. Tesserayiel accepts me for what I am, even if I am no longer what I meant to be. So I'm here, in public service, speaking with mortals. Don't need armors and weapons to do so.
__そんな思いをするのはもう沢山です。Tesserayielは道から外れたありのままの私を受け入れてくれました。だから私はここにいます。人間達と話し、公共のサービスを提供するという任務のためにね。だからもう、鎧も武器も必要ないんです。
FormID: 031592DD bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CVelerya1 0 There always have been, and there always will be. However most of the time they don't go as well as here in Mir Corrup.
FormID: 031592DD bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CVelerya1 1 Surprised? There are a few close, hm, shall we say friendships around here. Like one stormy night, one of the mortals and Beramkne met in my attic. Without candles. Only with words. Now they spend a lot of time together.
FormID: 031592DD bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CVelerya1 2 Not that they would confess any of it, but there's always a place for them in my lovely little attic, if they need a more private place.
FormID: 031592DD bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CVelerya1 3 And then there's Maya and her servant. Not a happy relationship, but some kind of relationship nonetheless. Best not to dwell on it.
FormID: 031592DD bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CVelerya1 4 I've had my own relationships with mortals in the past. Many were satisfying, but ended all to quickly. Mortal lifes are like candles on water lilies, so short and frail. Others ended not as I hoped they would.
FormID: 031592DD bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CVelerya1 5 I know what people say about my kind. I'm no kind of black widow. I haven't killed any of my partners. Time and other causes wasted them away. Such is the fate of all things mortal.
FormID: 031592DD bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CVelerya1 6 Every rose has to wither. Enjoy their odour while they last.
FormID: 031592DE bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CVelerya2 0 Maybe I'm just hiding them? After all many Daedra Seducer can assume a more mortal form if we wish so!
FormID: 031592DE bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CVelerya2 1 However I confess that's not the case for me. I had to give them up. Through that I was able to save a flame from being extinguished.
FormID: 031592DE bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CVelerya2 2 Does this make any sense?
FormID: 031592DF bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CVelerya3 0 That's a question of definition. Sounds odd? Well, some people like to spice up their experiences with a little pain, and so they asked me to be a little more demanding than usual
FormID: 031592DF bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CVelerya3 1 However I have never killed my patrons. And never caused any permanent harm.
FormID: 031592DF bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CVelerya3 2 At least I haven't intended any.
FormID: 031592DF bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CVelerya3 3 Sometimes things go wrong. While I know enought about the body of mortals, their mind is sometimes an enigma to me. So I may have acted too fast, without enough restraint, and some damage were done.
FormID: 031592DF bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CVelerya3 4 So let's say I never harmed my partners voluntarily, unless I was asked. Or misjudged the situation. Let's leave it at that.
FormID: 031599C4 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CBeramkne1 0 Karashivuel placed me here for a reason. I'm no Quurunae, mortals never had reasons to run away from me screaming and begging for mercy.
FormID: 031599C4 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CBeramkne1 1 Not that it didn't happen, but oh well.
FormID: 031599C4 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CBeramkne1 2 Visitors coming to Mir Corrup usually have already heard of me. Nevertheless they are hesistant to talk to me, ask something. It may be a plot of Karashivuel even.
FormID: 031599C4 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CBeramkne1 3 Here visitors coming and going have to talk to me. They just can't rent a horse to get back into the Cyrodilic mainland. Therefore I see a lot more business than, say, Quurunae.
FormID: 031599C4 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CBeramkne1 4 Which is a good thing.
FormID: 031599C4 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CBeramkne1 5 However people making their first trip to Mir Corrup? They're usually out of their mind when they land in our little outpost. Some even thought they were teleported to Oblivion.
FormID: 031599C4 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CBeramkne1 6 Sooner or later they realize they were not. And then the usual cycle of fear, hate, distrust and slowly warming up begins.
FormID: 031599C2 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CBeramkne2 0 I am not entirely sure. You may think that three Daedra usually associated with Mehrunes Dagon have lots in common, but we haven't really.
FormID: 031599C2 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CBeramkne2 1 Krazzt stayed too long in ALMSIVI's service, Setuva was lost in Quagmire, I never was in Dagon's service to begin with. So really, we don't have anything in common.
FormID: 031599C2 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CBeramkne2 2 Now there are two possible answers, I think.
FormID: 031599C2 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CBeramkne2 3 Karashivuel. Well, we may be both Xivilais, but we're completely unlike each other. However she pleaded for my case, gave me a chance to live here. The other Daedra are wary of servants of Azura, stranded as we may be.
FormID: 031599C2 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CBeramkne2 4 The other? It's a secret. A mortal, who realized only a lot later what I was. He's still kind of reluctand, but I think he begins to accept us for what we are.
FormID: 031599C2 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CBeramkne2 5 More I will not say.
FormID: 031599C3 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CBeramkne3 0 First and foremost, difficult.
FormID: 031599C3 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CBeramkne3 1 Lady Azura and Sheogorath never really got along, and their animosity is passed on to their servants. If I would have been an Aureal or Mazken myself, I think Tesserayiel had sent someone to hunt me down. As a traitor or something.
FormID: 031599C3 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CBeramkne3 2 However Karashivuel is in charge for suspects usually associated with Mehrunes Dagon. So she allowed me into the Stranded Light, and persuaded Tesserayiel to give me a chance.
FormID: 031599C3 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CBeramkne3 3 For someone so focussed on gaining acceptance, Tesserayiel is strangely closed-minded.
FormID: 031599C3 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CBeramkne3 4 At least she's aware of her faults, and let others make decisions she feels unable to make herself. That is something to be honored.
FormID: 031599C5 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CKrazzt1 0 Too many.
FormID: 031599C5 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CKrazzt1 1 Want to buy a silver sword? I've got lots of them!
FormID: 031599C6 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CKrazzt2 0 Don't go there. Sooner or later the Ministry of Truth will fall. You do not want to be there when it happens.
FormID: 031599C6 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CKrazzt2 1 You don't want to be on Mundus when it happens.
FormID: 031599C6 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CKrazzt2 2 Thank Vivec for his deadly prank.
FormID: 031599C7 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CKrazzt3 0 I am not sure. Some Xivilai picked me up, as I was roaming through the mountains.