FormID: 0315B565 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CJesmin2 0 What do you mean?
FormID: 0315B565 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CJesmin2 1 I love mortals, I really do. I couldn't harm them, even if I wanted. Which I don't.
FormID: 0315B565 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CJesmin2 2 Not permanently, at least. Uhm. Accidents happen?
FormID: 0315B565 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CJesmin2 3 Ever been to the Nineteen Voids? It wasn't always the deathtrap it is now. Before I went to, uhm, stonelike sleep I had a business there. The House of Divine Delights!
FormID: 0315B565 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CJesmin2 4 It was a great time. We had a lot of long time customers. I've always enjoyed working with mortals. They're full of passion, full of life! Daedra tend to become dull and boring, but not them!
FormID: 0315B565 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CJesmin2 5 Nowadays I help the artists here. Better than standing around as a statue.
FormID: 0315B566 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CJesmin3 0 I am ashamed. He wasn't ready, wasn't really willing, but agreed nonetheless. I shouldn't have, well, fulfilled Yan-Tissam's request, yet did anyway.
FormID: 0315B566 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CJesmin3 1 I think I've hurt him deeply. Not his body, although he was overwhelmed by my passion here and there. His mind, on the other hand?
FormID: 0315B566 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CJesmin3 2 I've asked myself afterwards what power Yan-Tissam has over him, that she's able to command him to do something he really doesn't want to?
FormID: 0315B566 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CJesmin3 3 After our, uhm, sessions I've watched over him, as he cried himself to sleep. Heard his rumblings while having nightmares. Of me, of Yan-Tissam, of Morrowind.
FormID: 0315B566 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CJesmin3 4 I wish I had been more gentle, but for Yan-Tissam I wasn't passionate enough. Oh dear. I'm really not sure if I want to know their history. I only know that I'm not proud of my part in it.
FormID: 0315B566 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CJesmin3 5 Usually my passion brings enjoyment for both, under Yan-Tissam's command it only brought pain and regrets. Not a good thing.
FormID: 0315B568 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CFiru1 0 Peace of mind.
FormID: 0315B568 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CFiru1 1 Not the answer you have expected, maybe?
FormID: 0315B568 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CFiru1 2 I knew I wasn't welcome here. I knew I could suffer a more terrible fate than what has actually happened, thanks for your help again.
FormID: 0315B568 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CFiru1 3 However it was the right thing to do. I couldn't stand anymore what's going on in Lord Dagon's armies. We were treaten like dirt, even though the Dremora are eventually responsible for the Battlespire disaster.
FormID: 0315B568 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CFiru1 4 And then I realized, it will go on like this. Always and forever. Mundus may be a hell for us, but at least here I've got a chance to break the cycle.
FormID: 0315B568 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CFiru1 5 Yes, Mundus is pretty terrible for us. Nothing that makes life great is allowed here, so I have to adapt. A lot.
FormID: 0315B568 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CFiru1 6 It was worth it.
FormID: 0315B569 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CFiru2 0 You mean, after he betrayed us? Several times?
FormID: 0315B569 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CFiru2 1 We Xivilai are proud creatures. What Lord Dagon did, well, it was enough for me to accept being handled like a rabid dog by mortals than accepting His antics any longer.
FormID: 0315B569 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CFiru2 2 And, err, there was another reason. I understood what she was talking about. She, who has abandoned Him so long ago. She, who I hoped to meet here. Karashivuel. It only took me a couple of millenniums.
FormID: 0315B569 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CFiru2 3 [QUOTE]If Lord Dagon loses, we lose. If Lord Dagon wins, we lose.[QUOTE]
FormID: 0315B569 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CFiru2 4 Either way, we lose. No other Daedric Prince, except maybe Jyggalag, was willing to step up against Lord Dagon. So I joined the only side that may come out as the winning side this time. The mortals of Mundus.
FormID: 0315B569 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CFiru2 5 And when you think you can sink no deeper, oh well.
FormID: 0315B56A bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CFiru3 0 It was the most logical choice.
FormID: 0315B56A bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CFiru3 1 Cloud Ruler Temple is here. Don't even think we don't know such things.
FormID: 0315B56A bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CFiru3 2 Additionally the more sensible humans are responsible around here. Where else could I have gone to? Bravil? Cheydinhal? Oh dear.
FormID: 0315B56A bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CFiru3 3 Imperial City, alright, but they had likely banished me before I could say [QUOTE]I surrender, I come in peace![QUOTE]
FormID: 0315AE77 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CUrenvre1 0 That's a very mortal question.
FormID: 0315AE77 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CUrenvre1 1 Kvatch doesn't exist anymore. I was exposed as a Daedra. There is no possibility for me to go back.
FormID: 0315AE77 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CUrenvre1 2 We can't hold onto fleeting things. If they're gone, they're gone. That is something you have to accept, and not pondering over and over again.
FormID: 0315AE78 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CUrenvre2 0 I was summoned to help someone with killing some rats in her basement. She was pretty senile, yet still knew a thing or two about magic.
FormID: 0315AE78 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CUrenvre2 1 Instead of using a short time conjuration, she used a spell that brought me permanently into this world. After the task was done I didn't felt like stabbing myself, so I stayed.
FormID: 0315AE79 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CUrenvre3 0 Trying to not be discovered as a Mazken.
FormID: 0315AE79 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CUrenvre3 1 What did you expect? Driving people down the golden road? No, not my business.
FormID: 0315A794 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CPriennta1 0 They're your typical Daedra bound to this world through a very specific pact. The real question is, why did they accept this contract, binding them to this place?
FormID: 0315A794 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CPriennta1 1 Oh, I don't know. They don't talk with us. I guess it was their chance at staying in Mundus for all eternity. Or the mage responsible for them was very clever. Either way, be wary of them.
FormID: 0315A794 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CPriennta1 2 They are dangerous if angered. They could obliterate the whole city.
FormID: 0315A794 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CPriennta1 3 They won't however, because that would defeat their purpose. Nevertheless don't taunt them. That's a very, very bad idea.
FormID: 0315A793 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CPriennta2 0 We always had to collaborate with mortals. Mostly dealing with the antics of the current ruler of Dementia. Mir Corrup and the Stranded Light is different. In a strange way.
FormID: 0315A793 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CPriennta2 1 We are told to treat the mortals als equals, yet while we lack any rights to actually enforce laws, the mortals lack the strength to protect the city.
FormID: 0315A793 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CPriennta2 2 So we both do our part to keep Mir Corrup safe and secure.
FormID: 0315A792 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CPriennta3 0 We, Teledri and myself, are not like the Eternal Guardians. While we could work day and night, Zerreshju and Tesserayiel told us to have some free time.
FormID: 0315A792 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CPriennta3 1 It is a difficult concept to grasp. In my former life I always had something to do, be it guard duty, meditating, running errands, or whatever else needed to be done.
FormID: 0315A792 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CPriennta3 2 Having time for myself is strange. New. Not bad though. I can understand why mortals like some time for themselves, and why our guild masters wanted us to imitate their behavior.
FormID: 0315A792 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CPriennta3 3 I can't say that I've already found out what to do with my time. I'm mostly just drifting along, see what happens, if anything at all. And when I do so, there's always the little voice of the guard in me giving me company.