FormID: 0315BC55 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7BQuestion 0 I don't care if my pupils make me look fat!
FormID: 0315BC55 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7BQuestion 1 Oh. Err. Is there anything else you'd wanted to ask?
FormID: 0315BC56 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7BQuestion 0 Please go on, I'm all horns.
FormID: 0315BC57 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7BQuestion 0 No need to feel blue, just ask ahead!
FormID: 0315BC58 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7BQuestion 0 Do not dare to offer me any swords!
FormID: 0315BC59 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7BQuestion 0 Go on.
FormID: 0315BC5A bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7BQuestion 0 You seek knowledge?
FormID: 0315BC5B bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7BQuestion 0 Ask ahead.
FormID: 0315BC5C bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7BQuestion 0 No, I haven't worked in any tavern as dancer. Why do people keep bringing this up?
FormID: 0315BC5C bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7BQuestion 1 Err. Was there anything else?
FormID: 0315BC5D bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7BQuestion 0 Hmmm?
FormID: 0315BC5E bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7BQuestion 0 Oh? Really? I'm not that interesting, I know. I'm a boring Xivilai.
FormID: 0315BC5F bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7BQuestion 0 Is that so? Well, it's not as if I have any other appointments today. Or this week. So, uhm, go ahead?
FormID: 0315BC60 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7BQuestion 0 Yes, entertain me. With questions. Not the best choice, but better than boredom or silence.
FormID: 0315BC61 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7BQuestion 0 If you insist, go on.
FormID: 03157E1C bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CTess1 0 The golden dragon, and the golden saints? Is there any connection?
FormID: 03157E1C bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CTess1 1 Of course not! We are daedric. Alduin is, for the sheer irony of this kalpa, aedric. And thus I have a chance.
FormID: 03157E1C bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CTess1 2 The real question is, is there any connection between Mehrunes Dagon and Akatosh?
FormID: 03157E1C bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CTess1 3 The color is just a coincidence, coined by Magicka. Same reason Altmer are golden. No, we Aureals have nothing in common. I try to protect, not destroy.
FormID: 03157E1C bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CTess1 4 I hope that some day you will understand what I mean.
FormID: 03157E1D bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CTess2 0 In Morrowind, as it is known today? No, I wasn't.
FormID: 03157E1D bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CTess2 1 I was there when it was still Resdayn, independent from the Empire. I was there the day Almalexia fought against Mehrunes Dagon in Mournhold.
FormID: 03157E1D bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CTess2 2 Not as an ambassador of Lord Sheogorath, but only as an observer. I've seen so many cities fall, it is goot to see one rebuilt for once.
FormID: 03157E1D bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CTess2 3 The good old times weren't all that good. Keep that in mind.
FormID: 03157E1E bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CTess3 0 A total mess. First I've failed, then I was nearly exposed as an Aureal. Oh dear. I fled the city the first chance I got, and waited.
FormID: 03157E1E bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CTess3 1 I would love to walk the city once in peace, however I doubt that it will happen in the coming months.
FormID: 03157E1E bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CTess3 2 However the sheer amount of people frightened me. I felt so little, so unimportant. That is unusual for me.
FormID: 03158BEC bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CTesh1 0 Why haven't I chosen the easy path? Betraying the Nocturnals, everything I did, everything I was, to become one of his chosen mistresses?
FormID: 03158BEC bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CTesh1 1 Doing so would have been wrong. Simply as it is. You don't betray your home. You don't betray your comrades.
FormID: 03158BEC bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CTesh1 2 And he nauseated me. Becoming a servant of him? Ugh.
FormID: 03158BED bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CTesh2 0 In Shade Perilous I was home. Not only felt home, but was home. I had my place. Friends of various sorts. And while most Nocturnals were somewhat vary of my kind, they nevertheless welcomed me with open arms.
FormID: 03158BED bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CTesh2 1 Have you ever left friends behind? Family even, maybe? It is that feeling. I don't know if I will ever see them again. Eternity can be long and unpredictable.
FormID: 03158BED bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CTesh2 2 What I miss mostly though is being a part. While many Nocturnals weren't quite close to me, I still was involved in their daily life. Their adventures, their relationships, their worries and their parties.
FormID: 03158BED bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CTesh2 3 With the Stranded Light it is not the same. They've made it more than clear that I may be part of their guild, but am nothing more than some kind of retainer.
FormID: 03158BED bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CTesh2 4 And mortals? I'm happy when they both don't shy away, or try to get a date. There are only these two extremes. And that is tiresome for me.
FormID: 03158BEE bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CTesh3 0 To have a new life in all its facets.
FormID: 03158BEE bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CTesh3 1 While the behaviour of some Daedra Seducers may make you think we're only about carnal passions, that is not the whole picture. At least for me.
FormID: 03158BEE bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CTesh3 2 Taking a walk in the afternoon sun. Watching stars at night. Spend an evening with friends in an inn. Play games to pass some time. Talk about whatever is on my mind. Enjoying a feast. Drink some mead. Dance through fog and rain.
FormID: 03158BEE bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CTesh3 3 I confess, there are more carnal urges in me. Denying what I am is without merit. Spending a night with someone I like, and who likes me, sounds just right in my mind.
FormID: 03158BEE bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CTesh3 4 However that's not everything I am about. My kind may be known as 'Daedra Seducer', but that's not all I do. Not all I want to do. Not everything I wish to experience.
FormID: 03158BEE bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CTesh3 5 Most of all, after everything I went through after Mehrunes Dagon's invasion of Shade Perilous, I desire some peace. I fought my battles. And paid with my blood, home and everything that once was dear to me.
FormID: 03158BEE bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CTesh3 6 Now I just want to have a new life. Without being thrown into the Void or into a soul gem. Is that too much to ask?
FormID: 03157E21 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CZerreshju1 0 It is not too bad. Well. Not as bad as you would expect.
FormID: 03157E21 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CZerreshju1 1 Aureal and Mazken tend to not get along very well. Xivilai and Daedra Seducer? The same. Mortals and Daedra? Likewise. However we are trying to overcome these mindsets.
FormID: 03157E21 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CZerreshju1 2 It works. Most of the day. And if not, then we'll talk.
FormID: 03157E21 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CZerreshju1 3 Talking is much better than getting your guts torn out.
FormID: 03157E21 bgMQ7Secrets bgMQ7CZerreshju1 4 I will not say that our guild is free of all problems, but we are working on them.